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so today is my birthday...woo hoo. ahh and i finally realized why so many people hate livejournal- other people actually read them... anyway, so i'm back from alabama-my sanity barely intact. it was an interesting week. i saw jeff...a lot. we're cool-i guess. but i finally realized that not all people are still friends with their first loves. i mean, seriously, jeff is great, but we dont do well as friends, and as the past years have pointed out-we dont do very well as a couple either. and thats okay. i'm finnaly okay with just his memory. dont get me wrong, i'm not saying that i dont want to be friends with him, hes a good guy, but still, i'm not sure if i see that working out for the best. i dont know. goddamn garden state soundtrack.