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hey evry budy. so sorry its ben so long, im @ joeys and i rele have some news...since he is going to military skool he rele won't b b ac 4 a rele long time, and so he thinks it would be better for us if we took a little break, as in the big BREAK UP!! its rele got me down but i won't tel him that or hiz mom+dad b/c we have this thing going that we don't want to mess up..he told me all this bull shit about y and how he couldnt let me brood in my own sorrow, b/c we won't see each other for like 2 years if this goes wel, an di don't think that he doesn't LOVE me anymore or anything but i do thin k that he doesn't have faith in us...GODDDDD! im so sad..but i can't let it show, and this is totally different than all the other times i broke up with one of my boyfriends, then i was rele mad, and now i am wel...i don't know i guess im just rele kinda upset b/c of all these people that sed we wouldn't make it r guna b rite, and i rele hate giving them satisfaction...my sister will b rite and heather and all of the guys that ive turned down, and i had promised a lot of guys that i would think about going out with them if me and joey ever broke up, positive that we wouldn't and now we r ... DAMNIT THIS SUX!!! wel, i might ritee l8r.. thers still more to talk about bye...i love u guys,
g2g,
ttyl!!
bye......
to b continued..