what happened?
I must have done something. This doesn't just pop up like that. One day, all smiles and what not. And the next, awkward moments and a declaration of needing to talk about "Things." Now I'm avoided and still have no idea what i did or should expect or what anybody is even thinking. But it's not important. Because i just roll with the tide right? if it's low, it will come back up right? THIS SUCKS!
I can handle the worst, if it comes to that. God knows i've been preparing for it for almost a week and a half now. But the suspense is the killer. Am i just supposed to hang out and wait?
It could be good things that need to be said or just questions or something totally terrible, i just don't know. But the fact that there is something to be said that is not known about by me kills me. And, it was not a happy face that brought this up. no no. It was a face of anxiety and the look of knowing something bad that i don't. And of course, those who may know, won't tell me.
It was so good. And now i don't even get so much as a hello or a goodbye. Lenaea=awesome. V-day=awesome. Before Last Exit=awesome. I SAW THE DAMN SHOW 3 TIMES! And each time, it got harder and harder for me to watch. And after the show, it was hi, thanks, bye. sometimes no bye.
And they say i didn't do anything. But come on, i could have done something to not let this happen.
BTW, this post was all about my neighbor that moved away...right...
I can handle the worst, if it comes to that. God knows i've been preparing for it for almost a week and a half now. But the suspense is the killer. Am i just supposed to hang out and wait?
It could be good things that need to be said or just questions or something totally terrible, i just don't know. But the fact that there is something to be said that is not known about by me kills me. And, it was not a happy face that brought this up. no no. It was a face of anxiety and the look of knowing something bad that i don't. And of course, those who may know, won't tell me.
It was so good. And now i don't even get so much as a hello or a goodbye. Lenaea=awesome. V-day=awesome. Before Last Exit=awesome. I SAW THE DAMN SHOW 3 TIMES! And each time, it got harder and harder for me to watch. And after the show, it was hi, thanks, bye. sometimes no bye.
And they say i didn't do anything. But come on, i could have done something to not let this happen.
BTW, this post was all about my neighbor that moved away...right...