a look back in time...
i love you and you know it.
a few looks back from your journal:
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[Mar. 29th, 2004|09:33 pm]
people that mean a lot to me
Taylor- You are thee greatest thing ...not even thing,
just you are my life, and it seems everyday, i respect
you more and more the the hardwork you have done in your
life to get you where you are, and i want you to be happy,
thats what its all about baby. I've never had a man put
me in my place, treat me the way you do, i look up to you
so much. youve taught me so much, how to be a better
person..etc, i never want it to end.
[Nov. 18th, 2003|12:50 pm]
damn my man is hot
[Nov. 7th, 2003|11:11 pm]
wow...
i am head deep in nasty ass grease, cleaning engine bay,
but i stoped, took a break drank a pepsi and read some reply's
now... i cant stop smiling
[Sep. 25th, 2003|01:53 pm]
so the home life is wonderful, taylor and i are really happy.
I think its great how everything happens for a reason. Taylor
is happy, i love seeing him like that. anywho, i seriously need
to clean for my baby, maybe doll myself up a little bit...
[Sep. 16th, 2003|09:19 pm]
ok place is clean, dinners made, and rock me baby is on tv...
i left love you notes all over the place....i miss doing things
like this for him.
im happy now
[Aug. 27th, 2003|05:59 pm]
I am a strong person, I know Taylor is strong too,
We may be crawling out of the grand canyon, but baby at
least we are doing it together.
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and now mine:
Sunday, November 16th, 2003
9:54 am damnit
so were sick. and it hurts. the joint pains. the coughing.
the fever. nothing like gatorade and advil.
damnit i feel like shit. im sorry fro giving it to you james.
i cant even think straight. arg.
Thursday, August 28th, 2003
11:50 pm CONGRADULATIONS!!!
james pooped two little terds. were all so proud.
they have my eyes.
Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
3:39 am what are YOU doing?
james i love you. you are priority #1.
Sunday, July 20th, 2003
10:32 pm who knew
who knew love and life could come in such a cute package
and drive a dying saturn?
sometimes life truley amazes me.
Saturday, July 12th, 2003
10:35 pm the promise
i love you james. im going through so much right now
i need you as a pillar. i know i have made so many enemies
and it kills me every time i picture their faces. the hurt
i have caused. the anger ive inspired. i cant believe that
the person who was harmed by love, is able to harm in return.
i have hurt people to no end and it kills me every time i
think of it. it makes me think i should end it all at times,
if thathsould be my final retrobution for the torment ive
given. but in that; selfishness. you keep my eyes open, the
breath in my lungs. thank you for caring as much as you do,
i do believe you are the first. and the last.
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
Subject: a nice few days
Time: 2:59 am.
Mood: contemplative.
Music: Creep - Radiohead.
tonight james waxed my ass playing pool.. it was a fun time.. but
i fear that i shouldnt have ordered the greasy sampler. i hope my
air freshener is updated. james and i have been spending some
really cool quality time together and i love how our friendship
seems to grow on a daily basis. its nice to find someone int his
world who truley clicks with you withouth you even having to say
a word. nothing beats finding something mutually funny and
simulataneously throwing up the shocker. although, if she changes
the radio station one more time while im in the middle of singing
and say "thats nice" im gonna kill her. hahahahahahahahahaha
a few looks back from your journal:
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[Mar. 29th, 2004|09:33 pm]
people that mean a lot to me
Taylor- You are thee greatest thing ...not even thing,
just you are my life, and it seems everyday, i respect
you more and more the the hardwork you have done in your
life to get you where you are, and i want you to be happy,
thats what its all about baby. I've never had a man put
me in my place, treat me the way you do, i look up to you
so much. youve taught me so much, how to be a better
person..etc, i never want it to end.
[Nov. 18th, 2003|12:50 pm]
damn my man is hot
[Nov. 7th, 2003|11:11 pm]
wow...
i am head deep in nasty ass grease, cleaning engine bay,
but i stoped, took a break drank a pepsi and read some reply's
now... i cant stop smiling
[Sep. 25th, 2003|01:53 pm]
so the home life is wonderful, taylor and i are really happy.
I think its great how everything happens for a reason. Taylor
is happy, i love seeing him like that. anywho, i seriously need
to clean for my baby, maybe doll myself up a little bit...
[Sep. 16th, 2003|09:19 pm]
ok place is clean, dinners made, and rock me baby is on tv...
i left love you notes all over the place....i miss doing things
like this for him.
im happy now
[Aug. 27th, 2003|05:59 pm]
I am a strong person, I know Taylor is strong too,
We may be crawling out of the grand canyon, but baby at
least we are doing it together.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
and now mine:
Sunday, November 16th, 2003
9:54 am damnit
so were sick. and it hurts. the joint pains. the coughing.
the fever. nothing like gatorade and advil.
damnit i feel like shit. im sorry fro giving it to you james.
i cant even think straight. arg.
Thursday, August 28th, 2003
11:50 pm CONGRADULATIONS!!!
james pooped two little terds. were all so proud.
they have my eyes.
Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
3:39 am what are YOU doing?
james i love you. you are priority #1.
Sunday, July 20th, 2003
10:32 pm who knew
who knew love and life could come in such a cute package
and drive a dying saturn?
sometimes life truley amazes me.
Saturday, July 12th, 2003
10:35 pm the promise
i love you james. im going through so much right now
i need you as a pillar. i know i have made so many enemies
and it kills me every time i picture their faces. the hurt
i have caused. the anger ive inspired. i cant believe that
the person who was harmed by love, is able to harm in return.
i have hurt people to no end and it kills me every time i
think of it. it makes me think i should end it all at times,
if thathsould be my final retrobution for the torment ive
given. but in that; selfishness. you keep my eyes open, the
breath in my lungs. thank you for caring as much as you do,
i do believe you are the first. and the last.
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
Subject: a nice few days
Time: 2:59 am.
Mood: contemplative.
Music: Creep - Radiohead.
tonight james waxed my ass playing pool.. it was a fun time.. but
i fear that i shouldnt have ordered the greasy sampler. i hope my
air freshener is updated. james and i have been spending some
really cool quality time together and i love how our friendship
seems to grow on a daily basis. its nice to find someone int his
world who truley clicks with you withouth you even having to say
a word. nothing beats finding something mutually funny and
simulataneously throwing up the shocker. although, if she changes
the radio station one more time while im in the middle of singing
and say "thats nice" im gonna kill her. hahahahahahahahahaha