the promise
walking in the rain
i can feel your pain
i see it in your eyes
that you really dont despise
the love we hold is true
as i search for you
dont tell me of hate
while i sit there and wait
i sit there with a tear
wanting to smile ear to ear
so we talk it over flowers
about our hidden powers
the petty arguments; lame
because we are one in the same
i love you james. im going through so much right now i need you as a pillar. i know i have made so many enemies and it kills me every time i picture their faces. the hurt i have caused. the anger ive inspired. i cant believe that the person who was harmed by love, is able to harm in return. i have hurt people to no end and it kills me every time i think of it. it makes me think i should end it all at times, if thathsould be my final retrobution for the torment ive given. but in that; selfishness. you keep my eyes open, the breath in my lungs. thank you for caring as much as you do, i do believe you are the first. and the last.
laurence, i am sorry for making you feel the way you do. i never pretended to be your friend. i did like hanging out, as i did many tiems without james being around. i cant control what loves does to someone, only how it is perceived. i hope one day, you anger will digress and you will find a level of complacancy to moive on from it and know that anger will only hold you back.
mike. i cannot express the regret that i have. and that is the end of that.
to everyone else that i have disrepected, hurt, malaised, injured, tormented, pissed off, irritated, shunned and belittled:
i am sorry. i am sorry for what i might have become, but know that will every folly, good things come. know that in everything there is a lesson to be learned for both parties. dont think i have never experienced these same emotions. and i do not do the things i do with harmful intent.
i am so sorry.
taylor.
i can feel your pain
i see it in your eyes
that you really dont despise
the love we hold is true
as i search for you
dont tell me of hate
while i sit there and wait
i sit there with a tear
wanting to smile ear to ear
so we talk it over flowers
about our hidden powers
the petty arguments; lame
because we are one in the same
i love you james. im going through so much right now i need you as a pillar. i know i have made so many enemies and it kills me every time i picture their faces. the hurt i have caused. the anger ive inspired. i cant believe that the person who was harmed by love, is able to harm in return. i have hurt people to no end and it kills me every time i think of it. it makes me think i should end it all at times, if thathsould be my final retrobution for the torment ive given. but in that; selfishness. you keep my eyes open, the breath in my lungs. thank you for caring as much as you do, i do believe you are the first. and the last.
laurence, i am sorry for making you feel the way you do. i never pretended to be your friend. i did like hanging out, as i did many tiems without james being around. i cant control what loves does to someone, only how it is perceived. i hope one day, you anger will digress and you will find a level of complacancy to moive on from it and know that anger will only hold you back.
mike. i cannot express the regret that i have. and that is the end of that.
to everyone else that i have disrepected, hurt, malaised, injured, tormented, pissed off, irritated, shunned and belittled:
i am sorry. i am sorry for what i might have become, but know that will every folly, good things come. know that in everything there is a lesson to be learned for both parties. dont think i have never experienced these same emotions. and i do not do the things i do with harmful intent.
i am so sorry.
taylor.