May 20, 2009 23:52
I cant wait to escape.
Im waiting on a phone call, a job, any promise of financial secruity before I leave. ( two weeks I hope)
Ive been in town for two days, and my discontentment has already mounted to an intolerable level. I dont know how I did it for so long. Nothing changes. Nobody changes.
My lungs hunger for salty air. I cant sleep alone anymore. My brain lacks electricity and idles away in boredom. Sleeping in is overrated; it is only a side effect of nothing better.
I will make this happen. These are not the empty words they use to be.
Im alone now, and bored. Perhaps I came back on the wrong day. I guess its just a visit anyway..