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This has possibly been the least eventful christmas that ive ever had. since my dad is sick, we can't have him around people- so christmas parties this year were an absolute no. so ive sat here for hours, just waiting for something to happen.
there is nothing that i am involved with besides absolute monotony, and i am more than excited to have the opportunity to spend tomorow out of the house and away from the computer.
ive decided to purchase a new digital camera, and explore the world of photogrphy. most people tell me that a digital is no good for photography, but as a beginor id rather not drop $800 on an SLR camera that i wouldnt even begin to know how to use.
i can't stop thinking. thinking aout decisions, thinking about my boyfriend, thinking about the past future presant. it's so terrible. the only response i can give to my mind is "i don't know"
i dont knowwwwwww
there is nothing that i am involved with besides absolute monotony, and i am more than excited to have the opportunity to spend tomorow out of the house and away from the computer.
ive decided to purchase a new digital camera, and explore the world of photogrphy. most people tell me that a digital is no good for photography, but as a beginor id rather not drop $800 on an SLR camera that i wouldnt even begin to know how to use.
i can't stop thinking. thinking aout decisions, thinking about my boyfriend, thinking about the past future presant. it's so terrible. the only response i can give to my mind is "i don't know"
i dont knowwwwwww