i never call you my bitch or even my boo
i HATE PACKING. i have always hated packing. for every family vaca, i wait til the morning of then throw all my shit in a case and call it a day. however, packing up your life is a completely different scenario. i have learned a lot about myself in 2 days. like, i like buying body and bath products. im also good at doing laundry. i get headaches around strong smells. i can carry heavy things...all this very important to my self discovery.
my sisters room is empty now. its really sad. my family is kind of being bitchy and my little brother doesnt like me. whatever, he'll grow out of the teen angst phase, its just annoying that its happening before i leave. i will miss my sis, i hope shes excited for her birthday. her humor has far surpassed mine and shes definitely becoming her own person. today she leaked that my mom and her are going to send me care packages, i hope they do.. i got sooo excited even when my parents wrote me at outdoor school.
is a person worth chasing if theyre impossible to decipher? im not sure if the gain is worth the game. and if so, will you just spend the rest of the time trying to catch up or get ahead... being wanted make you want things that are greater- but wanting things great does not make you desirable, just is trouble.
i just want to spend tonight ON TOP OF THE WORLD.
goals til christmas- get to nyc, get to miami, get to chicago, discover a new secret talent, discuss tattoos with andrew mcmahon, work up to 6 mile runs, join a hip hop class, 3.0
music to listen to: The Bouncing Souls
my sisters room is empty now. its really sad. my family is kind of being bitchy and my little brother doesnt like me. whatever, he'll grow out of the teen angst phase, its just annoying that its happening before i leave. i will miss my sis, i hope shes excited for her birthday. her humor has far surpassed mine and shes definitely becoming her own person. today she leaked that my mom and her are going to send me care packages, i hope they do.. i got sooo excited even when my parents wrote me at outdoor school.
is a person worth chasing if theyre impossible to decipher? im not sure if the gain is worth the game. and if so, will you just spend the rest of the time trying to catch up or get ahead... being wanted make you want things that are greater- but wanting things great does not make you desirable, just is trouble.
i just want to spend tonight ON TOP OF THE WORLD.
goals til christmas- get to nyc, get to miami, get to chicago, discover a new secret talent, discuss tattoos with andrew mcmahon, work up to 6 mile runs, join a hip hop class, 3.0
music to listen to: The Bouncing Souls