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i miss the way everything used to be.
i miss my old friends, and the sleepovers i used to have with them.
i miss when drinking wasn't a part of their daily routines.
and when we listened to music just because we liked the song, not what the lyrics meant.
i miss when i had a brother that ate supper with us.
i miss when people actually thanked me.
the last few days i've been feeling distant. i feel like i'm left out of everyone's lives and i'm just the "whatever happened to her" girl.
i haven't talked to chano for a while for some reason. i'd really like for him to call me to say he's okay. i guess he has better things to do. i fucking hate my job and i need to find another one asap.
out of all the things i miss,
i don't miss the way you took advantage of my emotions.
i miss my old friends, and the sleepovers i used to have with them.
i miss when drinking wasn't a part of their daily routines.
and when we listened to music just because we liked the song, not what the lyrics meant.
i miss when i had a brother that ate supper with us.
i miss when people actually thanked me.
the last few days i've been feeling distant. i feel like i'm left out of everyone's lives and i'm just the "whatever happened to her" girl.
i haven't talked to chano for a while for some reason. i'd really like for him to call me to say he's okay. i guess he has better things to do. i fucking hate my job and i need to find another one asap.
out of all the things i miss,
i don't miss the way you took advantage of my emotions.