One More Nail!!!!
I just had another life experience last night. I got arrested for DUI! Lucky me hua?
I didn't think I was impared but I guess no one who gets picked up does right! I am sure there are a few more things that could go wrong in my life, but there seems to be less in my life to go wrong that hasn't already now so maybe the odds are getting better? I know I have no one to blame but myself, but what the hell! I am going to have to shell out $230 dollars to get my car out of the towing place, Luckily that did not charge bail, or that would have beena another $150 on top of that.
At this point I really need to know If all the things that have gone wrong in my life are my own fault? Can I really be this bad of a fuck up? Or did I just piss off some being, some higher spirit that has decided that I should take it in the emotional, financeal, and social Ass over and over? All I know at this point is that something good has to happen to me, I cannot believe much else can go wrong for me all in succession, and not unbalance some karmic law. Then again I am probably just asking for another mounting saying that.
Thankfully no one was hurt, save for me in a non-physcial sense. I guess I will do my best to distract myself for a little while, A friend of mine has to put her oldest cat to sleep, and has asked me to be around later, I dont really know what kind of comfort I can be right now, because I am feeling pretty well defeated, but I will try.
How does that syaing go again, when your lying the gutter your still looking at the stars? aomething like that. Maybe once the clouds clear I'll see the stars.
I didn't think I was impared but I guess no one who gets picked up does right! I am sure there are a few more things that could go wrong in my life, but there seems to be less in my life to go wrong that hasn't already now so maybe the odds are getting better? I know I have no one to blame but myself, but what the hell! I am going to have to shell out $230 dollars to get my car out of the towing place, Luckily that did not charge bail, or that would have beena another $150 on top of that.
At this point I really need to know If all the things that have gone wrong in my life are my own fault? Can I really be this bad of a fuck up? Or did I just piss off some being, some higher spirit that has decided that I should take it in the emotional, financeal, and social Ass over and over? All I know at this point is that something good has to happen to me, I cannot believe much else can go wrong for me all in succession, and not unbalance some karmic law. Then again I am probably just asking for another mounting saying that.
Thankfully no one was hurt, save for me in a non-physcial sense. I guess I will do my best to distract myself for a little while, A friend of mine has to put her oldest cat to sleep, and has asked me to be around later, I dont really know what kind of comfort I can be right now, because I am feeling pretty well defeated, but I will try.
How does that syaing go again, when your lying the gutter your still looking at the stars? aomething like that. Maybe once the clouds clear I'll see the stars.