So...
I checked my midterms--
I have a B in Chemistry...MILEY I do believe that you're supposed to be making my ass go to class woman! What the hell!?
But whatever, I talked to the teacher, he said that the only reason I have the B is because of my attendance so all I have to do is start going--yeah, not looking forward to that.
But It's also a relief to know that all of the drama in my life doesn't affect my grades. Because lord knows, I don't like going to that class and I stopped going before this shit went down.
Tay's Day outfit by Emma2189 featuring FOSSIL bags
So I just found out that Mason proposed to Nicole last night--and seeing as I ended up spending the night at his old apartment with him--after fucking him--god, I fucked an engaged guy. Nicole's not my favorite person in the world, but I wouldn't have done it if I knew...okay I probably would, I just--I feel horrible about it. And I would love to stop fooling around with Mason, but I love him so so so much. And yeah--he said that he loved me more than her, but come on...that's such a lie. If he did, then she would be the fuck on the side and I would be the one in the relationship with him. Eventhough I kinda told him to date her--whatever. I dont' even care.
Then there's Nick--wow, I really am going to stop this--thing with him. He basically called me a whore yesterday. Asked me "who haven't you slept with?" Jerk. I've only slept with Mitch and Mason, so whatever. I do love him, but nothing's gonna come of it. Even if I did leave Mitch, Nick wouldn't be with me. Because I did leave Mitch and Nick told me not to waste my time. So whatever.
I guess I can still talk to him, but this whole, kiss and fool around crap. I can deal without it. I mean, I don't want to stop I do really love him, but I want to actually date him. But--yeah how would I get Nick and Mitch to both agree to be with me? And I would want them to be together too. LIke I want them to be happy with it too. And then--on top of that--I'm still head over heels for Mason. =/
And then--don't even get me started on that douchbag trying to marry my swifty! What the fuck! After everything he's done to her--she's just willing to forget it and move on? God she really needs to work on her self esteem. I mean, even if he has changed and she does "love" him...just
I mean who can deny all of the Demi/Joe photo's coming out? No one! But apparently, she's just ignoring that. And I mean, he's only been better for like, two weeks...He verbally abused her for MONTHS and now, after two weeks of "oh i love you." She's ready to get married!? Even if he was a good guy, she's way too young. I hate that everyone wants to get married.
It's like no one cares about the fact that we're young. We have our entire lives to live and yeah--marriage is great, but how are you gonna go on tour when your wife/husband isn't there? You're on tour for months and you what? Just trust them 100% when we all know that Joe's totally cheating with Demi while he's not on Tour.
God I cant' wait till he and Demi go on tour together. Like to see how much Tay trusts him then. Stupid dumb blond. I pretty much just hate everyone.
Pissed at Tay, Joe, Mason, Nick and Kevin
Hate Nicole
Yeah. Life sucks.
I have a B in Chemistry...MILEY I do believe that you're supposed to be making my ass go to class woman! What the hell!?
But whatever, I talked to the teacher, he said that the only reason I have the B is because of my attendance so all I have to do is start going--yeah, not looking forward to that.
But It's also a relief to know that all of the drama in my life doesn't affect my grades. Because lord knows, I don't like going to that class and I stopped going before this shit went down.
Tay's Day outfit by Emma2189 featuring FOSSIL bags
So I just found out that Mason proposed to Nicole last night--and seeing as I ended up spending the night at his old apartment with him--after fucking him--god, I fucked an engaged guy. Nicole's not my favorite person in the world, but I wouldn't have done it if I knew...okay I probably would, I just--I feel horrible about it. And I would love to stop fooling around with Mason, but I love him so so so much. And yeah--he said that he loved me more than her, but come on...that's such a lie. If he did, then she would be the fuck on the side and I would be the one in the relationship with him. Eventhough I kinda told him to date her--whatever. I dont' even care.
Then there's Nick--wow, I really am going to stop this--thing with him. He basically called me a whore yesterday. Asked me "who haven't you slept with?" Jerk. I've only slept with Mitch and Mason, so whatever. I do love him, but nothing's gonna come of it. Even if I did leave Mitch, Nick wouldn't be with me. Because I did leave Mitch and Nick told me not to waste my time. So whatever.
I guess I can still talk to him, but this whole, kiss and fool around crap. I can deal without it. I mean, I don't want to stop I do really love him, but I want to actually date him. But--yeah how would I get Nick and Mitch to both agree to be with me? And I would want them to be together too. LIke I want them to be happy with it too. And then--on top of that--I'm still head over heels for Mason. =/
And then--don't even get me started on that douchbag trying to marry my swifty! What the fuck! After everything he's done to her--she's just willing to forget it and move on? God she really needs to work on her self esteem. I mean, even if he has changed and she does "love" him...just
I mean who can deny all of the Demi/Joe photo's coming out? No one! But apparently, she's just ignoring that. And I mean, he's only been better for like, two weeks...He verbally abused her for MONTHS and now, after two weeks of "oh i love you." She's ready to get married!? Even if he was a good guy, she's way too young. I hate that everyone wants to get married.
It's like no one cares about the fact that we're young. We have our entire lives to live and yeah--marriage is great, but how are you gonna go on tour when your wife/husband isn't there? You're on tour for months and you what? Just trust them 100% when we all know that Joe's totally cheating with Demi while he's not on Tour.
God I cant' wait till he and Demi go on tour together. Like to see how much Tay trusts him then. Stupid dumb blond. I pretty much just hate everyone.
Pissed at Tay, Joe, Mason, Nick and Kevin
Hate Nicole
Yeah. Life sucks.