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I have my freakin surgery tomorrow.
i hate needles
and they have to numb my arm.
and rawrrr. i hope itll all be okay.
im notgoing to school.
but im going to go to pepe's funeral instead =(
i miss him. <333
=(((
wow one sucky event after another.
later that night i might go see the dave chapelle movie.
with CALI FLAIR, and matt D, and dub, maybe virginia I HOPE NOT.
and others. among the others include the cute boy, who thinks im pretty.
thats pretty rediculous.
ali says he needs a date to prom and he wanted to ask me or soemthing
or..no she wanted me to go to erskines prom, and he wanted to go to..
he goes there and all, so like...he was all sad and hes like im new and i dont know anyone
and i wont have a date, so ali said he should go with me
so hopefully ill meet him tomorrow night
and itll be fantastic.
knowing me ill screw it uppp, but im crossin my damn fingers this time.
I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY TO YA KNOW...
yeah and tonight ali came over for like a little bit and we ate some dinner
and the rest of my birthday cake.
anyway im goin to bed!
wish me luck tomorrow
i am going to like die.
i hope they let me listen to my ipod so that i do have to hear all the knives...
and grossness.
AHHHH <3 =(((((