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i hate how i go thru these periods of feeling secure in ma relationship, and then right back to hating it. right now, i'm hating on it because i was just on tyson's page and he put up a whole bunch of pics of him and his taylor. they're such a cute couple.. and they're lucky too because they ACTUALLY live in tha same state. i know i got myself into (still dont regret it) but it's killin me that i dont get to actually be with ma man.. i mean, they got pics together from camping and from tha sand dunes and shit.. i dont get to share things like that with squally.. or anything really. and the thing is, most relationships go thru alot together in 2 1/2 months.. around 2 1/2 months is when i'll only get to be seeing him for tha 2nd time since we've been dating.. i hate it..
we cant go camping together.
we cant hang out and smoke some bowls.
we cant hug and kiss.
we cant go to each other's houses.
we cant be there when we REALLY need each other.
we cant do all tha things normal couples can do... ughh it sucks, but i want him so bad i dont wanna pass him up.. but i cant take how its working.. ughhh why why why!
we cant go camping together.
we cant hang out and smoke some bowls.
we cant hug and kiss.
we cant go to each other's houses.
we cant be there when we REALLY need each other.
we cant do all tha things normal couples can do... ughh it sucks, but i want him so bad i dont wanna pass him up.. but i cant take how its working.. ughhh why why why!