Wh00T!
So, everything has a beginning. Like I'm always telling Ayuna, ya gotta start somewhere. Might as well start here, with a clean and fresh start. Something simple, at least for now.
I'm not always too good writing journals, but I find some complacent pleasure in responding to life, so hey, mebbe it'll work this time. Don't really know.
Let's find out, shall we?
The most recent events in my life must start with the newest development.... that being the new relationship between my sister and her next-door neighbor. I must say, I greatly approve of him. Sai, for being a pompous ass at times, is a well-grounded but lively individual. My sister has seriously good taste, as far as Sai goes. Can't say much about her former husband and refuse to in so much as the anger it stirs is far from healthy....
And DAMN is Sai hot.
Still currently living with Ayuna. It's nice being with her. She's the only real family I recognize. It's not like our parents weren't good people. Hell, they were great. As far as parents DO go. But, god, are they narrow-minded, conformist little fuckers.
But being realistic here, I hope by every ounce I possess that Sai and Ayuna stay together. And if they do, however, that means Tayin here gets kicked to the curb. Not that 'Yuna won't try to make me move in with them.... but I couldn't do that. I couldn't allow myself to be that kind of family to them. It feels ever so wrong. I'm personally fucked up enough.
In the meantime, glad I don't have to travel far to work everyday since I moved in with Ayuna. It's actually much closer than the last place I lived. Moving up in the world, eh?
A customer came in the other day. Absolutely gorgeous. Damn gorgeous. He called on me, specifically. Glad to always make wonderful impressions on possible clients. Especially any new ones. Hope he shows up again. Types like him always make work interesting.
And, by looking at the clock, I best go fix me a bite to eat. Glad I got off work early tonight. Usually I don't mind so much, but I needed a bit of time to myself, and normally I don't get that. Even with Ayuna, sometimes I just need a measure of non-existence. But then, I'd die if Ayuna wasn't there for me. What I'd do without her, I honestly wouldn't know and I'd best fucking never know.
Damn, but am I a fucking screwed-up individual. Maybe I just need to get fucking screwed. Properly. Hard.
And as that's not likely to happen for awhile, I might as well go find me a nice, strong drink to knock me outta my fucking misery.
Yeah. So a little birdy in the kitchen is calling my name. Hugs and kisses to all.
I'm not always too good writing journals, but I find some complacent pleasure in responding to life, so hey, mebbe it'll work this time. Don't really know.
Let's find out, shall we?
The most recent events in my life must start with the newest development.... that being the new relationship between my sister and her next-door neighbor. I must say, I greatly approve of him. Sai, for being a pompous ass at times, is a well-grounded but lively individual. My sister has seriously good taste, as far as Sai goes. Can't say much about her former husband and refuse to in so much as the anger it stirs is far from healthy....
And DAMN is Sai hot.
Still currently living with Ayuna. It's nice being with her. She's the only real family I recognize. It's not like our parents weren't good people. Hell, they were great. As far as parents DO go. But, god, are they narrow-minded, conformist little fuckers.
But being realistic here, I hope by every ounce I possess that Sai and Ayuna stay together. And if they do, however, that means Tayin here gets kicked to the curb. Not that 'Yuna won't try to make me move in with them.... but I couldn't do that. I couldn't allow myself to be that kind of family to them. It feels ever so wrong. I'm personally fucked up enough.
In the meantime, glad I don't have to travel far to work everyday since I moved in with Ayuna. It's actually much closer than the last place I lived. Moving up in the world, eh?
A customer came in the other day. Absolutely gorgeous. Damn gorgeous. He called on me, specifically. Glad to always make wonderful impressions on possible clients. Especially any new ones. Hope he shows up again. Types like him always make work interesting.
And, by looking at the clock, I best go fix me a bite to eat. Glad I got off work early tonight. Usually I don't mind so much, but I needed a bit of time to myself, and normally I don't get that. Even with Ayuna, sometimes I just need a measure of non-existence. But then, I'd die if Ayuna wasn't there for me. What I'd do without her, I honestly wouldn't know and I'd best fucking never know.
Damn, but am I a fucking screwed-up individual. Maybe I just need to get fucking screwed. Properly. Hard.
And as that's not likely to happen for awhile, I might as well go find me a nice, strong drink to knock me outta my fucking misery.
Yeah. So a little birdy in the kitchen is calling my name. Hugs and kisses to all.