i don't feel like being lonely tonight...
this is not a good night... the only good thing i think was that NC won. but i could relaly care less... i'm so lonely... i am having money problems on top of it. not that anyone cares... i don't know...
that is what i decided i say too much in situations... "i just - i don't know..." but that's really how i feel now. seriously... and i'm scared as balls because i just checked the answering machine and the hospital called. i know i'm sick, but i don't think i'm strong enough to deal with having blood work done every few days... not right now. i know i'm big trouble though... that's why i went to the damn doctor in the first place. fucking shit...
i wish you would call me because no one else understands me anymore... and there's sure as fuck no one that cares as much as y ou do. my mom is going to wig her shit man. this S U C K S.
this is pointless... why am i even posting this shit?
:'(
toesok
that is what i decided i say too much in situations... "i just - i don't know..." but that's really how i feel now. seriously... and i'm scared as balls because i just checked the answering machine and the hospital called. i know i'm sick, but i don't think i'm strong enough to deal with having blood work done every few days... not right now. i know i'm big trouble though... that's why i went to the damn doctor in the first place. fucking shit...
i wish you would call me because no one else understands me anymore... and there's sure as fuck no one that cares as much as y ou do. my mom is going to wig her shit man. this S U C K S.
this is pointless... why am i even posting this shit?
:'(
toesok