Aug 08, 2005 14:45
Directions:
1. Leave me a comment saying, 'interview me'.
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. Only respond if you are willing to answer any question that is asked of you.
4. Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
5. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
This is what jojo asked me:
1. why do you constantly allow yourself to be used by these fucking idiots?
Well, i don't know who you are saying, precisely, but, in all honesty, i feel as though i have to, well, not bribe, but give things to people in order for them to be my friend. i know that that sounds ridiculous, but i think i goes back to the whole low self-esteem thing, and how i think that i don't like me, so why would other people?
2. why can't you stand up for yourself all the time, and when someone tells you that the moment to stand up has come, you get pissed at them? I think that goes with number one. If i stand up for myself, then i fear i might be being a bitch, or whatnot. I seriously do appreciate when you tell me when i should stand up for myself. sometimes i am rather oblivious to it all. I think i get pissed because it means that i have to accept the fact that someone has wronged me, and i hate confrontations.
3. what is the hardest part about our relationship? i think the hardest part is that i can be so open with you; sometimes too open. With everything...like...when i snap at you....or i am so ridiculously mean to you. I can show you that side of me, and not think that you will hate me in the morning.
4. how do you want to change the world? Although this is all emo and hippie like, i really do wish that all people's intentions were good.
5. who loves you ridiculously? do you? i love you ridiculously...and rose told me that she does last night. i love her ridiculously as well.