the letters have been sent
i can't sleep at all i have taken 2 of these pills so far and they havent worked yet. i hate waking up in the morning when you havent really slept all night. my back hurts, my stomache aches, and my legs feel too weak. i cant stop feeling as if my hearts beating out of my chest. i am back together with matt i feel unhappy still i dont know whats wrong with me. i love him but i hurt too many others. =(
i owe someone an apology. i am too embaressed though. this person probably has lost all respect for me and it sucks because i value this persons oppinion more than most peoples.
things will get better of course. but for the pass 2 months all i feel is confused and alone. i don't want to be so dependant of others but sinse i was babyd my whole life its hard to set off on my own. i was thinking about how i will be graduating in 18 months and i really am not prepared. i am thankful i have another year to get ready. i know i will be leaving. definitely not staying here.
who would stand inside your love?
-Taybay
i can be this happy again
i owe someone an apology. i am too embaressed though. this person probably has lost all respect for me and it sucks because i value this persons oppinion more than most peoples.
things will get better of course. but for the pass 2 months all i feel is confused and alone. i don't want to be so dependant of others but sinse i was babyd my whole life its hard to set off on my own. i was thinking about how i will be graduating in 18 months and i really am not prepared. i am thankful i have another year to get ready. i know i will be leaving. definitely not staying here.
who would stand inside your love?
-Taybay
i can be this happy again