Plans for the future
SO over the past week or so I have been thinking ever so much about school and whether or not I am going to continue. I know I want to go into ministry and that I probably have to get some sort of degree in order to do that. Music has always been an passion WAY before ministry EVER was. I have had doubts for sure about this, absolutely. But then as I read this in one of my best friend Erik's blogs this honestly confirmed to me what I should be doing. Here is what he said:
"Tayler. My dearest friend Tayler. I know for a fact that she is ment to be in the church, mostly involved with children, and music. It's not that she's "Churchy/bible thumper" it's just the way she is. Even if we were totally NOT intoxicated and NOT at her house, she'd still have this aura about her. And she's definatly got angel hair. OH, and her voice. HELLO! Can you say angelic? uh huh, I thought so."
I am so glad that he has a sense of religion himself so he knows that religion doesn't mean "bible thumper" or that you have to be a "shark" and attack and invite everyone you know to church.
Basically know I have 2 HUGE opprotunities. I was offered a full time job at my work in customer service. I would bemakinng 3 times as much as I am making now, meanging I could pay off my car that much sooner and I would be able to concentrate on volunteering at church a lot more and just work and do the church thing. Then on the other hand, I am have opprotunity to be in this choir at Green River called Rendezvous. Well I have totally gotten in yet but I think as long as I sing pretty okay tomorrow for Ron I can get in. I hope. Plus the lovely, beautiful and talented Charlotte Hemstock put in a good word for me so I am hoping that will also help. The choir is year long so I would be doing it till spring. I'll probably want to do it next year too. But then that means that I need to do school for real too. I figure Hey, what could it hurt. But see I kind of got really really bad grades this qtr cause I didn't care for like the last few weeks. So I am screwed, but if I do college for 2 years I figure things will work out as long as I try hard and do my best and get my 2 year degree at least. Then hopefully transfer and get my 4 year, but that depends on where and if I do music or ministry. but I have a while yet. so I ma thinking I am going to with the choir and college. That is what I want. I think......I mean with college I can continue doing music and get my degree and work and go to school.
But I really need prayer for this. big time! so for all you out there who read this, please keep me in your prayers for this.
Thanks and Love you all!!
XOXO
"Tayler. My dearest friend Tayler. I know for a fact that she is ment to be in the church, mostly involved with children, and music. It's not that she's "Churchy/bible thumper" it's just the way she is. Even if we were totally NOT intoxicated and NOT at her house, she'd still have this aura about her. And she's definatly got angel hair. OH, and her voice. HELLO! Can you say angelic? uh huh, I thought so."
I am so glad that he has a sense of religion himself so he knows that religion doesn't mean "bible thumper" or that you have to be a "shark" and attack and invite everyone you know to church.
Basically know I have 2 HUGE opprotunities. I was offered a full time job at my work in customer service. I would bemakinng 3 times as much as I am making now, meanging I could pay off my car that much sooner and I would be able to concentrate on volunteering at church a lot more and just work and do the church thing. Then on the other hand, I am have opprotunity to be in this choir at Green River called Rendezvous. Well I have totally gotten in yet but I think as long as I sing pretty okay tomorrow for Ron I can get in. I hope. Plus the lovely, beautiful and talented Charlotte Hemstock put in a good word for me so I am hoping that will also help. The choir is year long so I would be doing it till spring. I'll probably want to do it next year too. But then that means that I need to do school for real too. I figure Hey, what could it hurt. But see I kind of got really really bad grades this qtr cause I didn't care for like the last few weeks. So I am screwed, but if I do college for 2 years I figure things will work out as long as I try hard and do my best and get my 2 year degree at least. Then hopefully transfer and get my 4 year, but that depends on where and if I do music or ministry. but I have a while yet. so I ma thinking I am going to with the choir and college. That is what I want. I think......I mean with college I can continue doing music and get my degree and work and go to school.
But I really need prayer for this. big time! so for all you out there who read this, please keep me in your prayers for this.
Thanks and Love you all!!
XOXO