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okok so.
pretty much this weekend i have been working. thank god for only two days of school. the amount of homework (mainly spanish) was a little unexpected. oh well- i asked for the class.
friday was pretty chizzill. i hung out with drew and nick and kendall and nate and his mommymomom of course. then it was just me and nate it it was really nice, with him leaving saturday morning and all. i watched him pack then helped him pack and laughed at some of the stuff he was bringing. then we talked and talked more i told him my worries.... but my worries are so small and i hate it when i make them big. but they are big to me, but still small since i dont really have anything to worry about. haha that probably only made sense to me.
then i went home really happy, but still kind of sad since it's so long until i see him again. well, not so long, but this thurday. it seemed so long when i was alone and missing him. but thank little baby jesus for my friends and their committment to helping me through this. they all listen to me feel sorry about the situation and really help me a lot. i guess when your other half goes missing, its hard to fill in the empty space.
buttt saturday night i hung out with my mom and it was really nice. i forgot how good of a friend she is to me. and she listens to me talk about nate and she really cares.
yesterday i went to work from 1230-430. then became really pissed off when i was called back from 630- close. it wasnt so bad since i worked with matt and i pretty much love that kid. but yea, i didnt want to be there.
today ive been doing some dumbdumbdumb homework and basically being so excited for the field hockey game. alik is so ready and i love it.
peaceoff.
pretty much this weekend i have been working. thank god for only two days of school. the amount of homework (mainly spanish) was a little unexpected. oh well- i asked for the class.
friday was pretty chizzill. i hung out with drew and nick and kendall and nate and his mommymomom of course. then it was just me and nate it it was really nice, with him leaving saturday morning and all. i watched him pack then helped him pack and laughed at some of the stuff he was bringing. then we talked and talked more i told him my worries.... but my worries are so small and i hate it when i make them big. but they are big to me, but still small since i dont really have anything to worry about. haha that probably only made sense to me.
then i went home really happy, but still kind of sad since it's so long until i see him again. well, not so long, but this thurday. it seemed so long when i was alone and missing him. but thank little baby jesus for my friends and their committment to helping me through this. they all listen to me feel sorry about the situation and really help me a lot. i guess when your other half goes missing, its hard to fill in the empty space.
buttt saturday night i hung out with my mom and it was really nice. i forgot how good of a friend she is to me. and she listens to me talk about nate and she really cares.
yesterday i went to work from 1230-430. then became really pissed off when i was called back from 630- close. it wasnt so bad since i worked with matt and i pretty much love that kid. but yea, i didnt want to be there.
today ive been doing some dumbdumbdumb homework and basically being so excited for the field hockey game. alik is so ready and i love it.
peaceoff.