i should feel like sleeping...
katie's, friends, pot, beer, cigarettes. driving, walking, found my shoes, need my keys.
ugh.
today has been a wretched day. from when i dragged myself from bed this morning, untill now. i just want to ___ ____.
it would make a lot of things better. and by better i mean, 'fuck you. fuck this. i'm leaving' better. because thats what i feel like doing. at most times i would want to be with friends now, currently the last thing i feel like is friends. or people. or anything that has to do with what i am doing right now.
i am so, so sick of what i am doing now. it's not that i'm sick of drugs or anything. i have no problem with them (other than that topic is tired) i just have a problem with everything. i need a new life.
ugh.
today has been a wretched day. from when i dragged myself from bed this morning, untill now. i just want to ___ ____.
it would make a lot of things better. and by better i mean, 'fuck you. fuck this. i'm leaving' better. because thats what i feel like doing. at most times i would want to be with friends now, currently the last thing i feel like is friends. or people. or anything that has to do with what i am doing right now.
i am so, so sick of what i am doing now. it's not that i'm sick of drugs or anything. i have no problem with them (other than that topic is tired) i just have a problem with everything. i need a new life.