half-moon.

[tay_lor]

last night was.
nothing.
or
it was. and i was walking home last night. and i felt kind of sick. and the moon was setting. it was a bueatiful yellow someting. and i walked. and felt lonely. and i thought about everything. and then i went to sleep. well. i got home. and tried to go to sleep. it took me a while. then. it was john's birthday today. along with easter (which is a lame holiday). and noah and i got him a gift card to Barns & Noble. what a lame present. i'm glad i hung out with him. it sounded like he needed it.
and i talked to calder today (not really) she just kept on telling me to call her back. it saddened me.
then. last night. oh. teage. he had a half ounce. and was tempting noah. and i did not help the situation. and i cannot stop kicking myself. i feel like a real ass. he didn't smoke though. that must have been hard with my ass-ness. or whatever. it's good though.
i feel like. painting. or sleeping.
sigh. i just feel kind of down. about everything.
just not working out how it should. oh well...

p.s. ben folds is hott