it's definatly late
and I should be sleeping right now.
I am such a bad updater, I know. Gil's release party was so much fun, a good time was had by all I can safely say. It was great to see everyone I hadn't seen in a while. It felt good to catch up. For the record, there was no break dancing on my part. Lies. All lies. *dies* Congrats, Gil! I know you're going to have so much success with this one :-D
Being the lazy bum I am, I decided to stay in Germany for just a little bit longer. I'm not really needed anywhere right now, so why leave? I mean, Gil and Bob's place is just naturally the place to be all the time. It's a party 24/7! *snickers* My ghetto-talk has successfully driven everyone up a wall this week, including my girlfriend *laughs* They know they loved it. All up in my heazy fo' cheazy.
It's amazing how much I've changed in the past few years. You never really notice things yourself until you sit back and actually think about it. Mentally, I've given myself more credit in my decisions. I used to be so hestitant about the things I would say and do. In the studio with Ike and Zac I would take control and voice my opinions...but I was always scared of how they would react. Deep down, I was a shy boy who wanted to be liked. Now, I'm less worrysome about what I think. It's about time I took control of my own life. It's time I found something concrete and held on to it.
It's time to make my own decisions.
I am such a bad updater, I know. Gil's release party was so much fun, a good time was had by all I can safely say. It was great to see everyone I hadn't seen in a while. It felt good to catch up. For the record, there was no break dancing on my part. Lies. All lies. *dies* Congrats, Gil! I know you're going to have so much success with this one :-D
Being the lazy bum I am, I decided to stay in Germany for just a little bit longer. I'm not really needed anywhere right now, so why leave? I mean, Gil and Bob's place is just naturally the place to be all the time. It's a party 24/7! *snickers* My ghetto-talk has successfully driven everyone up a wall this week, including my girlfriend *laughs* They know they loved it. All up in my heazy fo' cheazy.
It's amazing how much I've changed in the past few years. You never really notice things yourself until you sit back and actually think about it. Mentally, I've given myself more credit in my decisions. I used to be so hestitant about the things I would say and do. In the studio with Ike and Zac I would take control and voice my opinions...but I was always scared of how they would react. Deep down, I was a shy boy who wanted to be liked. Now, I'm less worrysome about what I think. It's about time I took control of my own life. It's time I found something concrete and held on to it.
It's time to make my own decisions.