swan song (publick post)
i am in the process of dismantling this journal.
it no longer fits.
to those i've hurt, i am sorry.
no regrets, just sadness like a pit in my belly.
to those i've offended, good. offense is only perpetrated on, not by (at least where words are concerned).
i'm toiling with what to do with these years of rants and scribbles.
part of me wants to just burn em all to ashes.
i guess i have 30 days or sumpin to figure it out.
may you all live long and prosper.
may you all find the key to the door you wish your steps to lead you.
may you all take heart in tragedy.
may you all bathe in the glow that is love.
when the person i am coincides with the person you think i am, perhaps there i'll be, standing on a street corner, waiting for a bus.
or maybe i'll be invisible, just like the people you pass every day.
journal lesson?
i'm a good person.
i'm even a lil spiritual, though i'll fight you tooth and nail all the way.
i'm a beautiful person, a woman, a girl in the world.
i did this. no one can take it away.
ever.
may this year make all of last year's dreams come true
all of last year's nitemares fade and get back under the bed
all your wants come to fruition
all your haves be cherished.
laters
it no longer fits.
to those i've hurt, i am sorry.
no regrets, just sadness like a pit in my belly.
to those i've offended, good. offense is only perpetrated on, not by (at least where words are concerned).
i'm toiling with what to do with these years of rants and scribbles.
part of me wants to just burn em all to ashes.
i guess i have 30 days or sumpin to figure it out.
may you all live long and prosper.
may you all find the key to the door you wish your steps to lead you.
may you all take heart in tragedy.
may you all bathe in the glow that is love.
when the person i am coincides with the person you think i am, perhaps there i'll be, standing on a street corner, waiting for a bus.
or maybe i'll be invisible, just like the people you pass every day.
journal lesson?
i'm a good person.
i'm even a lil spiritual, though i'll fight you tooth and nail all the way.
i'm a beautiful person, a woman, a girl in the world.
i did this. no one can take it away.
ever.
may this year make all of last year's dreams come true
all of last year's nitemares fade and get back under the bed
all your wants come to fruition
all your haves be cherished.
laters