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everythings been so messed up.ive been pissed for the past week for something stupid, but idk im a really jealous person. if only people actually cared about me, instead of pretending.i havent cried in a while, but the past two days i cried until my head was about to fall off. i cleaned my room for 2 hours, but then my dad made me mad. so i threw stuff at my lamp and it knocked down my mirror, which knocked down my chair and it all fell on my garbage. so all that work, and its messed up again. i cant wait for 3 more years.