“I had a dream about the hanged man.” Without opening her eyes, Drusilla stepped off the platform. She didn’t need to peep out in order to see. She could smell it from here. The change in the air, the sickening metal tang of the machines, the whispers of the false stars. It wasn’t right. “Is he upside down, or did he miss the world turning around
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...at which point Buffy's eyes widened momentarily with surprise-- which then quickly dulled to a sort of exhausted resignation.
"Oh god, please tell me this is a painkiller induced hallucination."
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Her smile froze on her lips when she picked up the tablet and peered at the figure on the screen.
"You're hurt," she said, sharply, though her anger wasn't directed at Buffy, "Did the soldiers get you? Did you break them?"
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"Not that hurt." She retorted, attempting to straighten up a little, to project her traditional steely firmness, in case Drusilla was getting any untoward ideas about finishing her off. Sadly the effect was dampened considerably by the way she flinched at even the tiniest movement. She frowned, confused by the question- of course she'd never really make the Initiative association with Drusilla.
"Soldiers? What? No, there's no soldiers. Why would there be soldiers?"
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There was familiarity in her tone - all milk and honey now she isn't allowed to turn it red with blood - but the Slayer didn't want to return the favour. She was being sharp, but she did that from time to time. When she was angry, when she was scared, when she was trying to pretend nothing was wrong. Drusilla was getting good at picking her way to the truth now. Worming in. Little worms.
"The tin soldiers," repeated Drusilla, patiently. "Trying to put more wires in my head." She canted her head, looking at the room around her. "It isn't as clean here. I didn't like it when it was clean."
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"Tin soldiers... wires?" She repeated, trying to make sense of it all-- 'it isn't as clean here'? As clean as where? Soldiers, wires in the head, science... and then something clicked.
"Are you... saying you have a chip in your head?" She asked this with an air of disbelief, like the very notion itself was faintly ridiculous, but she had to ask anyway.
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Drusilla frowned at Buffy. She looked older, this Slayer. A little tarnished around the edges, as if her life had finally started to take the shine away. (That shouldn't have happened. Not if Drusilla had been around to get her way.) She was ... she was all wrong!
The vampire nodded. "You know ... you saw ..."
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"But... when did this happen? The Initiative got shut down in an epic fashion, and I'm pretty sure Spike would've mentioned a heartfelt reunion down in the cells if you were both there at the same time."
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She turned, suddenly and sharply, as if there was somebody looking over her shoulder.
"Where's Miss Edith?" she said with a moan, "I need Miss Edith ..."
A moment later, she was gazing back at Buffy with wide eyes and trembling limbs.
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"You're really not kidding, are you? You have a chip." She shook her head in a minute gesture as she tried to figure out what was going on-- and what to do. It was obvious that Drusilla wasn't lying though... how else could she have knowledge of things like the Gentlemen or Dracula or Glory?
"But that's impossible." She continued, thinking out loud. "It was Spike who got the chip, not y--" Suddenly a cog thudded into place in her painkiller-addled brain, as she thought of Willow. Alternate universes, worlds without shrimp, numerous possible realities. "--you. You're from a different world." It wasn't accusatory, just flat. A statement of fact.
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And then the Slayer pointed out what Drusilla had already realised and hadn't wanted to see.
You're from a different world.
"And you're not my Slayer," Drusilla murmured, placing a hand over her chest and making a claw motion, as if she was trying to rip something out. Pull the truth out and toss it away and pretend it wasn't real. "That's why you're all wrong. Where is she? We have a fight to get to. It's time for her to use her Gift. I promised. I promised I wouldn't miss it."
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"I used my gift already." She explained, slowly. "I don't know where this... other me is, but she's not here... sorry." Why the hell was she apologizing? All the chip meant was that Drusilla was caged, muzzled- right? Neutered, sure, but still a monster. She didn't owe her anything. ...but then if Drusilla had been willing to help in the fight against Glory in her own world, to reject her completely seemed cruel, in some measure. She closed her eyes momentarily, too tired for this, before opening them again to address the vampire.
"Listen, you need to get out of that room. Take this tablet thing with you. The sun won't harm you. There are... places you can stay, there's the cemetery. You should be able to... hatch your own
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Besides, Drusilla was still frightened and still confused, even if she veiled it and tucked it away like a good little girl was supposed to. She clung to the familiar, to Buffy, and ignored the mistakes in the face as best she could.
"The sun? No, no, no. I don't want to burn. I want my bed." And Miss Edith, and the right Slayer, and the true stars. But beggars couldn't be choosers. Maybe the cemetery would have to be enough. At least she knew those stones. Or stones like them. She could talk to the corpses and keep them company.
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Buffy wasn't sure whether even if she were fit enough to walk the distance to the Sanctuary she would for Drusilla. She needed time to adjust, to figure out how she was going to deal with the situation. In the meantime, she'd try to, well, comfort(?) the vampire as much as possible, even if it felt utterly unnatural. "No, the sun here won't burn you. It's not real sunlight. It's like having a Gem of Amarra on tap. You'll be fine."
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(She wondered, in her vague way, if they could make dolls. Then they could have a tea party, and she could pretend she was where she was supposed to be instead of somewhere she didn't want to be._
With a nod, Drusilla turned and moved towards the door. The tablet remained in place, making it impossible for her to exit, but the fact that she simply took Buffy's words - the words of a Slayer - as truth was far more interesting. A little peep at something this Slayer didn't want to see.
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The evident failure of the door to open, however, bumped her back to the present. "You have to take this communicator with you. The cell thingy." She called, raising her voice.
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Drusilla picked the device up, then, seeming to glide rather than walk, made her way over to the door.
"Do you like blackberries?"
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