Five Minutes: The Untold Stories of John and Jillian Lennon
Title: Five Minutes: The Untold Stories of Jillian and John Lennon: Prologue
Author(s): taxmacca239 (me!! Durr...)
Pairing: John/Jillian (later on), John/Paul, Paul/Jillian
Rating: Pg-13 (more uppity later)
Warnings: incest, violence, sex, swearing, heavy drinking.
Timeframe: 1958, a few months after Julia's death
Author's Notes: Told in John's perspective.
Disclaimer: this is entirely fictional. The idea came to me when...never mind. The Beatles don't belong to me, just Jillian and the storyline.
September 18, 1958
It was Paul, Stu and me. Paul was asleep, leaning against a window. Stu was taking a drag. And I was scared. But I would never admit that.
Stu suggested we go find some bird's down at the pub. I really wanted to drink, get totally smashed, but I was waiting. Well, wasn't exactly waiting, but I had a feeling something was coming. I rejected and he shrugged it off, getting up and leaving.
I sat alone and stared at the wall. I thought about how much better I could have been with my life. I felt like a total failure; everything bad I said, everything I stupidly did, affected me now. For all I know, Julia very well could have, deep down inside, a complete regret for even having me.
And now she was dead.
I heard Paul say something under his breath, and he fell out from the window sill. I couldn't help but laugh, and feel bad for it after.
"Shut up..." Paul rubbed the side of his head. He was then dead silent. I asked him what he was thinking about.
"Aren't you supposed to meet up with Mimi for something?"
I swear my brain popped. I stood and kicked something out of pure anger. Paul whined. I took in a deep breath, slinging my jacket over my shoulders. Paul stared at me.
"I'm sure it's no big deal, honestly."
I had ran out the door, but that was the last thing I heard from him.
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