ehh
fuck this shit. i feel shitty right now. i dunno. im not really excited about turning 18 and being an adult and all that shit. i dunno really what my whole deal is. im not my usual self. when i look at my life and what im going to be doing in the next few years is scaring me cuz i really dont know what imma be doing or who ill be with or if ill be alive even. I hope i can get a glimpse of anything cuz as far as im concerned it doesnt look like i have too much to look foreward to. i know i should be happy and shit cuz i turn 18 tomorrow but i just really dont wanna grow up.
i want to get out of this place
i want to get out of this place