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ive been doing alot of thinking as of late and heres some of the stuff thats been going through my head
i really would like to have some kind of love in my life. mainly a girlfriend. i havent had one for a million years (actually like 4) and its really sucky yo
i smoke way too much weed. i am gunna cut back. lately its been like almost everyday. but i havent for like 4 days cuz i dont want it to take over my life and cash flow.
I love playing drums and i really really wanna be in a band. ive gotten alot better and i love to just sit down whenever im angry and just use up all my energy. drumming is one of the few things i have a great passion for and i hope i keep getting better.
i slack off way too much at my job. i really dont know why. the work isnt boring. i really like my job. i just get so distractedand i think i have a problem with authority figures. which leads me to my next topic
TRACK- i love doing track. its not really too structured and doesnt really ask too much of my time. its somthing i hope i can continue doing through out highschool and college. of course i dont run. i throw shotput. and its really cool cuz im pretty damn good at it. im going to the state meet in a week. i dont really care about winning. its just so fun going and doing my event and just the energy from the entire team is so much better than any high from drugs. the Southwesterns meet was such a blast. we all went to friendlys after and it was fun as hell
thats pretty much been my life as of late
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i really would like to have some kind of love in my life. mainly a girlfriend. i havent had one for a million years (actually like 4) and its really sucky yo
i smoke way too much weed. i am gunna cut back. lately its been like almost everyday. but i havent for like 4 days cuz i dont want it to take over my life and cash flow.
I love playing drums and i really really wanna be in a band. ive gotten alot better and i love to just sit down whenever im angry and just use up all my energy. drumming is one of the few things i have a great passion for and i hope i keep getting better.
i slack off way too much at my job. i really dont know why. the work isnt boring. i really like my job. i just get so distractedand i think i have a problem with authority figures. which leads me to my next topic
TRACK- i love doing track. its not really too structured and doesnt really ask too much of my time. its somthing i hope i can continue doing through out highschool and college. of course i dont run. i throw shotput. and its really cool cuz im pretty damn good at it. im going to the state meet in a week. i dont really care about winning. its just so fun going and doing my event and just the energy from the entire team is so much better than any high from drugs. the Southwesterns meet was such a blast. we all went to friendlys after and it was fun as hell
thats pretty much been my life as of late
HIT UP THE COMMENTS IF YOU EVEN CARE