Why am I stuupiiidd
Soooooooooo.
Today- I was actually focusing/understanding what was going on at school. And of course I had to make the stupid ass decision to not go to my last three classes and skip and go out to lunch.Well I kind of sort of forgot that my mom had my techer;s e mails and well she actually uses them. So I got caught and I am not grounded until first report cards. You guys.....I know its my fault but I am seriously asking and begging for help to pleeaasseee help me focus and stay in school. I know I'm gonna kick myself in the ass if I end up failing cause I know I can do it it's just hard cause well its school. My teachers don't interest me much and I wouldn't mind punching one or two of them in the face. I know what I did was wrong and I don't really blame my mom for grounding me and being "disappointed." Shiiiiiit. I just wanna be a "good kid" and get "good grades" and make "good decisions" but thats not me even though it could've been. I'm not going to dwell on the past what happened happened and well...I need to get over it.
Anyways....I might be going to Olympia. I hope I don't. I've had sooo many chances but I really hope I get another one and I really hope that I can change and not be so duummbbb.
Last night- Was my first night back at my dads and it was okay My mom told me she has an app. with the attorney on Thurs. about getting custody.....I hope she still does even though I really fucked up.
Today- I was actually focusing/understanding what was going on at school. And of course I had to make the stupid ass decision to not go to my last three classes and skip and go out to lunch.Well I kind of sort of forgot that my mom had my techer;s e mails and well she actually uses them. So I got caught and I am not grounded until first report cards. You guys.....I know its my fault but I am seriously asking and begging for help to pleeaasseee help me focus and stay in school. I know I'm gonna kick myself in the ass if I end up failing cause I know I can do it it's just hard cause well its school. My teachers don't interest me much and I wouldn't mind punching one or two of them in the face. I know what I did was wrong and I don't really blame my mom for grounding me and being "disappointed." Shiiiiiit. I just wanna be a "good kid" and get "good grades" and make "good decisions" but thats not me even though it could've been. I'm not going to dwell on the past what happened happened and well...I need to get over it.
Anyways....I might be going to Olympia. I hope I don't. I've had sooo many chances but I really hope I get another one and I really hope that I can change and not be so duummbbb.
Last night- Was my first night back at my dads and it was okay My mom told me she has an app. with the attorney on Thurs. about getting custody.....I hope she still does even though I really fucked up.