MY BRAIN IS A MARSHYMUSHYMALLOW
Time is weird when I'm tired. It's like... slow, but at the same time, I feel like the hours are flying by like minutes. I look up from my computer and i'm like wow.The world is... still there. Its so still. So quiet. Even though I'm wearing headphones and listening to music, I'm getting freaked out by the fact that outside of my brain, the room is silent. Only I think it isn't, because my brain is different than everybody elses, and only mine is listening to Superman by Five for Fighting.
I am so fucked for these exams.
What's an exam? What's college? Will it really matter later on? It shouldn't, but it will. I get so preoccupied with now, but two weeks from now, will I even care that I'm not going to sleep at all tonight. (When I say at all, I mean at all... check out the time stamp. And I haven't even started Philosophy.)
I annoy myself. I think if I weren't myself, I wouldn't be friends with me.
I really need to study. I just think time is so weird. Example: it took me five minutes to write this. It felt like an hour. And yet, while I'm studying, it will be the other way around. I'll look up and be like SEVEN?!?!?! But it was just two?!?!
I can hear birds chirping.
I am so fucked for these exams.
What's an exam? What's college? Will it really matter later on? It shouldn't, but it will. I get so preoccupied with now, but two weeks from now, will I even care that I'm not going to sleep at all tonight. (When I say at all, I mean at all... check out the time stamp. And I haven't even started Philosophy.)
I annoy myself. I think if I weren't myself, I wouldn't be friends with me.
I really need to study. I just think time is so weird. Example: it took me five minutes to write this. It felt like an hour. And yet, while I'm studying, it will be the other way around. I'll look up and be like SEVEN?!?!?! But it was just two?!?!
I can hear birds chirping.