Laughing my troubles away.

Sep 09, 2005 10:25

Well time has past...and so have relationships. Since Nick started college it took him to Saterday to finally get around to calling me! I know it's not that big a deal..but I guess it was to me. Anyway I called him back Sunday to tell him that I felt like he was telling me bull crap about the time he didn't have. (He's constantly going to friends houses to play video games..>.<) It's not like I don't game as well...I'm just a stupid high schooler. XD

Anyway. He suggested that it'd be better if we just broke up and I got all sobby and told him that there wasn't much I could do to stop him from it. He asked if I'd just accept us not being together...and I was like "What the hell am I suppose to do?!" I mean...I was already crying...begging isn't my thing...and...it's not like he was obviously willing to be the one to change!

So..I was dumped...Sunday evening at 9:27pm. And while I am pissed a bit, I know (as I've heard 173 times) I am better off without him. "A man isn't worth your tears and the one that is wont make you cry." Or something like that. Izzy said "A woman with out a bike is like a fish without a man." Or "A bike without a man is like a woman without a fish" I'm not really sure what bikers or mermaids have to do with it, but she meant well. Anyway. I'm not going to get too down about it, I mean, I still am in the "I want to make him as miserable" stage, but that will pass as well.

Now I have this annoying guy hitting on me...and I've told him I wont want to date or be anything close to romantic for atleast 3-4 months...as a cleansing time for me...and he still does suggestive dialog to me and what not...#>.< So I'm having my friend Clint try to make sense to the guy since I can't.

I'm going to a LAN at Rob's tonight. My laptop isn't working, but Rob has a pool, so I figured I could just be a pool girl or something and be there to look pretty. Izzy said she'd come too and do the same thing. Zack couldn't bring me a computers so that I could play as well...so I guess I'll be like "gaming icon" or something there...LOL. Or I could take my rabi extensions (ears and tail) and be a pool bunny! XD JK! Although it is tempting.

Oh! I've already decided what I'm doing fot Halloween! I'm going to host a party at my house for some of my friends with the theme of "Heroes in training". I got the idea during clash day at school. People could just piece together their costumes the way children do when they pretend to be super heroes. I'm going as 'Genaric Magical Princess Girl' Shortly GMPG. I found a princess dress my grandmother had made for me when I was in the 6th grade. Amazingly it still zips all the way up on me! But it comes just below my knees now...and the bow that had tied around my waist now ties below my chest XD. I want to find some cheep cowgirl boots though..and I need to buy a dollar store wand.

Anyway. That's all that is new with me. So..yah! Love ya'll!
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