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I wish I wasn't so fucking attached. Fucking ligaments and all kind of attached. And it's the most painful thing. It's so fucking SAD how I make myself sick to my stomach ALL THE TIME. And I try not to think about it... but man. I've been living this past month in denial... I've been living the past month trying not to question, or raise the topic.. ever. But It's me who's sitting there with my stomach churning every time I swallow. Just SICK with thoughts.
Fucking painful.
Fucking painful.