Dec 14, 2004 20:56
I hate how a good majority of what I put in here is more negative but oh well. I guess I'm just a negative person.
People need to stop trying to be something they're not. Or just stop trying so damn hard to be that thing. Seriously, people can tell when you're trying to be/sound "cool." Most of the times, it just makes you look like an idiot too. Acting like you know everything doesn't make you any better than everyone else. Well first because you're acting and it's obvious that you actually don't know what you're talking about. Second, you can tell when something you're saying is something you've read or heard and you're merely repeating it making it sound like it's your own thoughts. And third, when you're trying this hard to be better than everyone else it just looks sad because you know deep down that you're not, even if all these little things you're telling yourself make you think you are. People can see through whatever facade you're trying to make for yourself... so it'd be a better use of your time to just stop now. I don't get why people get so caught up in what other people think. Does it really matter what other people think? No, it only matters what you think. If you're fine with something but other people aren't, screw them. You shouldn't live your life trying to please other people because then you'll probably never please yourself. God, people are so fucking fake. I hate all of you fake people, yes, I even hate some of you fake people that are my friends. Oh no... I said it, I HATE SOME OF MY FRIENDS. Woo, have fun trying to figure out if I hate you or not. Maybe I don't hate all of you but I get so damn annoyed by you and your antics that I'd like to run into a brick wall at full force as many times as it took until I knocked myself unconscious so I wouldn't have to see or hear you anymore. But that's what you get with high school... your good friends... and then the friends you're just friends with even if you're not that fond of them. A year and a half... I just need to keep telling myself that. Hm, I like being more honest in here... and it should be because it's my journal. So these are my thoughts and if you have a problem with them, I don't care. I'm just saying it how I see it. More people should.