Jan 02, 2010 18:53
This is my last weekend before I get to go back to school, before i have to go back. Not looking forward to it again I'm sure you already but the sooner break is over the sooner school is over. I'm sorry if my entries seem like deja vu it's just that not much has happened since I've been out of school. I just used this break (rather then read like I was suppose to do) thinking about my future and how my life is right now. I will get my opportunities just right now I have to focus on this-it just feels like I'm wasting so much time but I'm still young, it doesn't feel like that though. You only get one life-this scares me, the emotions scare me. I think I'm going to start a list of 100 things to do before I die-kind of like that new tv show on MTV, it hasnt come on yet but I get the purpose and I wonder if that'll be a smart thing to do, idk?
I wish Katherine was still here soo bad, shes the funniest person on the planet and I wish I had someone who completely 100% understands everything I'm going through here with me and not hundreds of miles away.
ughhhhhhh
"Has someone taken your faith, its real the pain you feel."