2 weeks notice letter and life
I just finished typing my very first letter of resignation.... so simple, yet so thick... it holds so much.
I will feel so powerful walking up and delivering this bomb... the time after will be sticky.
Im ready ... I can take it. The payoffs will out-weigh the small time of awkwardness.
don't get me wrong Im grateful for the timing and the finical security it brought me. I can't stay here.
London II really did a number on me. Im still dealing with how to let go and move on from that mind-blowing risk.
And now with this new adventure creeping closer each day I am prepping and checking everything twice to make sure "this time is different". Im not completely amune to failure, but this time I will be little smarter little wiser.
As Candy said, "Im light years away" from where I was at the Generator.
The night before she left for home, I remember us laying in our beds talking and what she said put it all into reality. Cuz when she left it wasn't about a New Years trip to london towne, it was time for WORK!
I keep going back to Seattle and marking that as the point where I saw change was possible.
It's funny cuz after I choose change and then it was all out of my hands.
Court said, "yes" -- Danita said, "I'll call him and ask". All these people in my life helped me along the way. It's takin on a life of itself.
It has also helped define many other relationships, I thought where friendships. And now I know that this partnership was only kosher when I was willing to keep living in misery. Sedated by "why me-- oh pity party" it was easy to find common ground -- Misery loves company. I dont have friends so I can have instant cheerleaders, but if something is going good in your life, Im there to give you a high-5. Well some of those people have -- become busy-- unsupportive or just plan ignored me and my new adventures.
I thought that was the whole point of friendship-- thru bad and good, why would I hang around people that forget to scratch my back back?!?!?!? I have enough assholes I have to see everyday, so you know who you are, maybe even some are reading this wondering if Im talking about you. I am mad, but I dont' hate you, I need you to give back and be supportive.
In the end, this is my decision, my life my choice.
Your either with me or I'll leave you in the dust... sorry sucker!
K, see u all on the beach, you'll find me under the palm tree sipping the pretty drink ;)
Im outtie
Teres
I will feel so powerful walking up and delivering this bomb... the time after will be sticky.
Im ready ... I can take it. The payoffs will out-weigh the small time of awkwardness.
don't get me wrong Im grateful for the timing and the finical security it brought me. I can't stay here.
London II really did a number on me. Im still dealing with how to let go and move on from that mind-blowing risk.
And now with this new adventure creeping closer each day I am prepping and checking everything twice to make sure "this time is different". Im not completely amune to failure, but this time I will be little smarter little wiser.
As Candy said, "Im light years away" from where I was at the Generator.
The night before she left for home, I remember us laying in our beds talking and what she said put it all into reality. Cuz when she left it wasn't about a New Years trip to london towne, it was time for WORK!
I keep going back to Seattle and marking that as the point where I saw change was possible.
It's funny cuz after I choose change and then it was all out of my hands.
Court said, "yes" -- Danita said, "I'll call him and ask". All these people in my life helped me along the way. It's takin on a life of itself.
It has also helped define many other relationships, I thought where friendships. And now I know that this partnership was only kosher when I was willing to keep living in misery. Sedated by "why me-- oh pity party" it was easy to find common ground -- Misery loves company. I dont have friends so I can have instant cheerleaders, but if something is going good in your life, Im there to give you a high-5. Well some of those people have -- become busy-- unsupportive or just plan ignored me and my new adventures.
I thought that was the whole point of friendship-- thru bad and good, why would I hang around people that forget to scratch my back back?!?!?!? I have enough assholes I have to see everyday, so you know who you are, maybe even some are reading this wondering if Im talking about you. I am mad, but I dont' hate you, I need you to give back and be supportive.
In the end, this is my decision, my life my choice.
Your either with me or I'll leave you in the dust... sorry sucker!
K, see u all on the beach, you'll find me under the palm tree sipping the pretty drink ;)
Im outtie
Teres