I bid thee farewell, and good tidings to all...
Well. Goodbye Chi.
We went out in Ledbury tonight... I was felt up by random men, and was in a bad enough mood already that I was sorely tempted to elbow him in the crotch. However, I'm glad I didn't, as I'm only little and was surrounded by tall-ish, rugby-playing types (they looked it at least), and if I'd started a fight I would have probably been crushed. Starting fights is very not me, in any case, but as I said, I was in a bad mood (from fighting bloody Windows all afternoon). Also, that sort of thing just really annoys me, so much that I think I do overreact to it actually (because to be fair, we were in a tight crowd and it was pretty hard to avoid touching people ... however, personal remarks were not required. I suppose I should be glad they were complimentary and not otherwise, but I'm not. Just pee'd off.)
Everyone's been a little off lately. We're all worrying quite a bit over university, I think. People have generally been a little more grumpy and short with each other, and I think I have been too. It's worrying, and sad, but will all be ok. We had a great time tonight, in any case: we met Chi in Ledbury and went to a couple of pubs, she opened her presents and seemed to like them, we went home. I'm not in a very expanding sort of mood. Chi had her photos of our last meal, some of which were rather strange. (For instance, the random half of Beta. Quoi?!)
I can't quite believe I've just said goodbye to Chi. I've only known her two years, but she's been such a great friend ... I shall stop there and not become any more maudlin. Suffice it to say she shall be missed, as will the others of course, and I'll look forward to Christmas.
Beta is at university at this very moment, which I also can't quite believe. Strange. But I am very lucky to have three two close friends who are going to uni as late as I am (Chi would be, but mad German grammar course! Heh).
Anyway. This feels rather all over the place now, as I'm just thinking 'Chi's gone' in a rather disjointed way, as if telling myself over and over again will make it more real. Huh.
I shall go, and quite possibly tidy some room or other.
They're gone. Pants.
We went out in Ledbury tonight... I was felt up by random men, and was in a bad enough mood already that I was sorely tempted to elbow him in the crotch. However, I'm glad I didn't, as I'm only little and was surrounded by tall-ish, rugby-playing types (they looked it at least), and if I'd started a fight I would have probably been crushed. Starting fights is very not me, in any case, but as I said, I was in a bad mood (from fighting bloody Windows all afternoon). Also, that sort of thing just really annoys me, so much that I think I do overreact to it actually (because to be fair, we were in a tight crowd and it was pretty hard to avoid touching people ... however, personal remarks were not required. I suppose I should be glad they were complimentary and not otherwise, but I'm not. Just pee'd off.)
Everyone's been a little off lately. We're all worrying quite a bit over university, I think. People have generally been a little more grumpy and short with each other, and I think I have been too. It's worrying, and sad, but will all be ok. We had a great time tonight, in any case: we met Chi in Ledbury and went to a couple of pubs, she opened her presents and seemed to like them, we went home. I'm not in a very expanding sort of mood. Chi had her photos of our last meal, some of which were rather strange. (For instance, the random half of Beta. Quoi?!)
I can't quite believe I've just said goodbye to Chi. I've only known her two years, but she's been such a great friend ... I shall stop there and not become any more maudlin. Suffice it to say she shall be missed, as will the others of course, and I'll look forward to Christmas.
Beta is at university at this very moment, which I also can't quite believe. Strange. But I am very lucky to have three two close friends who are going to uni as late as I am (Chi would be, but mad German grammar course! Heh).
Anyway. This feels rather all over the place now, as I'm just thinking 'Chi's gone' in a rather disjointed way, as if telling myself over and over again will make it more real. Huh.
I shall go, and quite possibly tidy some room or other.
They're gone. Pants.