breathing easier

Jul 11, 2009 18:29

After an 8 week hiatus, it is time to update all (who give a hsit) what I've been up to. Been on-line cruising for companionship, with MIXED results, mostly just hookups, which in and of themselves, are not all bad, just not ideally what I'm most interested in pursuing. Some guys I'm dating ONLY have nothing sexual at all going on, which is fine. And yes, I've run across a few duds who can't even keep a simple date or cancel dinner I cooked with no warning but still want to "come over later." Right. Enuf on that tired scene. Mostly, I have been working really hard to define my artistic voice in my painting, which has not been easy. My first 10 works were of a highly structured conceptual style, which ironically enough, captured exactly my intensely fixed psychological state brought on by my relationship with compositeur . Now I have embarked on something completely different from anything I am familiar with, even for me. Here are some examples so far, and please excuse the poor lighting of these; my apartment is also my studio.


 FEAR OF ART


 LEVIATHAN


 LIGHTNING ORB INTERIOR


 MURDER IN THE RAIN

and


 PEARLS FROM MY SUBCONSCIOUS

I realize the total departure from my norm is radical, but believe and feet that this is the correct course for me at this time. If nothing else, delving back into art, any art, is at worst therapeutic and at best, fun and whimsical, so I shall continue on my merry way, being happy in what I create and do, even if it amounts to nothing of any serious consequence.
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