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So, what happened to me in the last four-five months?
I got fired from the diner (please don't ask, I don't really want to discuss it).
I realized that I may have an alcohol problem, but it's not a problem to me.
I spent most of my summer in my own head feeling how awful of a person I am.
I found out thru my new job at the gulu gulu cafe that I might not be as terrible as I think I am.
I went through therapy and anti-depression drugs and realized that I wasn't in a deep state of depression, just exhaustion + depression which makes things worse.
I started writing again and I started school again.
I started sleeping for the first time in three years, no more nightmares.
Fuckin' A.
I got fired from the diner (please don't ask, I don't really want to discuss it).
I realized that I may have an alcohol problem, but it's not a problem to me.
I spent most of my summer in my own head feeling how awful of a person I am.
I found out thru my new job at the gulu gulu cafe that I might not be as terrible as I think I am.
I went through therapy and anti-depression drugs and realized that I wasn't in a deep state of depression, just exhaustion + depression which makes things worse.
I started writing again and I started school again.
I started sleeping for the first time in three years, no more nightmares.
Fuckin' A.