it is official.
today kate and myself broke up and there is not going to be much talking between us. tomorrow she is going to come pick me up and bring me to get the part i need to fix my car and after that i most likely wont see her again. thi hurts more than anything ever in my life. i love her so much that i feel like i am dieing and that is exactly what i want to do. but this is my fault i couldnt make her happy and i tried but i just am not able to do it. maybe i am meant to be single for the rest of my life and right now that will be fine i dont care anymore i dont want anyone in my life that can hurt me again, i am not saying that kate hurt me because it is not like that, she made me beyond happy, what hurts is that i no longer have her as my girlfriend and i cant kiss her or hold her or anything at all. i am going to miss looking in her eyes and telling her i love her. well i am going to stop now because i am crying way to much.