update
Well it looks like I am not moving as of yet, Kate and I are working things out. This is a very good thing considering I do not want to lose her nor do I want to leave all my friends behind. As far as everything else such as my store and my health, well Bryand and I are going to rebuild the store from scratch which will allow us to have the floor plan that we want, and as for my health, well I am still vomiting up blood and coughing up blood.
Yesterday i had the honor of talking to Jason and that was a great feeling just being able to talk to him again. We talked for about half an hour and i explained myself and said i was sorry, i also said that i in no way was asking for him to forgive me because i do not deserve that at all. i dearly miss having him as a friend and would be over joyed to be able to say that i am his friend again and i hope that it will happen in time but as of right now i do not think it is going to happen there is alot of healing before that can happen, i also have to regain his trust which will be no small task but i am up to the challenge considering his friendship is more than worth it. next time i talk to him i am going to ask if i can see him in person just so we can talk face to face. i hope it woks out.
well that is all for now, later everyone.
Yesterday i had the honor of talking to Jason and that was a great feeling just being able to talk to him again. We talked for about half an hour and i explained myself and said i was sorry, i also said that i in no way was asking for him to forgive me because i do not deserve that at all. i dearly miss having him as a friend and would be over joyed to be able to say that i am his friend again and i hope that it will happen in time but as of right now i do not think it is going to happen there is alot of healing before that can happen, i also have to regain his trust which will be no small task but i am up to the challenge considering his friendship is more than worth it. next time i talk to him i am going to ask if i can see him in person just so we can talk face to face. i hope it woks out.
well that is all for now, later everyone.