May 03, 2009 22:54
Blimey, in just over 4 months I will be a mother of two. I don't feel ready for it at all. It's not the physical preparation, the nursery etc, it's me. I still can't get my head around it. It's weird I know I am pregnant, and I feel it but it somehow doesn't feel real still.
A few things that have happened in the last few weeks have really stuck in my head. I don't know why. They keep repeating in my head like a movie reel. I don't know why they are so vivid, or why it is bugging me so much. They are all good experiences fortunately, but it's making me feel really restless and distracted. It's occupying too much of my time!