grrr
So i have been feeling very down...
I have a girlfriend and all these new friends...but its just not what I want.
I used to be that guy who could talk to anyone and socialize with strangers...Im not that guy anymore.
Im quiet. Reserved. Shy. And I dont give strangers the time of day.....So opposite from who i used to be..believe me.
I just feel that all of this is nothing compared to what I used to have.
I hate it.
So now Im going to break up with this wonderful girl....only because im not ready for the happiness I have right now.
Im self destructive.
Im still lost.
Im not happy, as much as I try to pretend....
Im just lost.....a lost loser if you will...lol
hating life so bad.
Its not fair
I have a girlfriend and all these new friends...but its just not what I want.
I used to be that guy who could talk to anyone and socialize with strangers...Im not that guy anymore.
Im quiet. Reserved. Shy. And I dont give strangers the time of day.....So opposite from who i used to be..believe me.
I just feel that all of this is nothing compared to what I used to have.
I hate it.
So now Im going to break up with this wonderful girl....only because im not ready for the happiness I have right now.
Im self destructive.
Im still lost.
Im not happy, as much as I try to pretend....
Im just lost.....a lost loser if you will...lol
hating life so bad.
Its not fair