Ugh, my head...Hey Rukia, ya doin' alright? Sorry about last night Kiddo. I'll make it up to ya.
You name it, we'll do it alright?
(Private to Byakuya)
Jeeze, I uh, I don't even know where to start really. I mean, last night...I fucked up, I know it and I know you don't want to see me right now but I can't just let this go. I need to tell ya this man and I'd really like ya to just hear me out alright?
I guess...there's just no other way to say it, an' I know they're just words an'all but, I'm sorry. I'm really, really sorry.
Maybe it was the alcohol talkin', I don't know, I don't want to make excuses. All I know is I can't figure out what the hell I was thinking. I was an ass, plain and simple and what I said was...cold and uncalled-for.
I don't honestly know what got into me and I didn't mean what I said. I realize now that you've really come a long way since ya lost Hisana. I mean, I know it ain't easy losin' someone ya love and I shouldn't have been such a dick about it. Losin' a wife an' losin' a mom or a dad is somethin' completely different and I understand it takes more time to recover from losin' a piece of your soul. And I know ya love your sister and don't want anything to happen to her. You're just lookin' out for her cause she's all ya got.
Jeeze, I just don't know what to say to make it up to ya, I feel terrible. An' I know words just ain't gonna cut it so... whenever ya feel like seein' me again, I want to make it up to ya... somehow.
I...guess I'm not asking ya to forgive me. I can't blame ya if ya don't. Honestly I shoulda got more than just a kick to the sternum.
But don't lock yourself away from Rukia at least. She didn't want to upset you and worry you. She needs ya, and I don't plan on comin' around till your good and ready to see me.
(Private stuff end.)
That tears it. I'm gonna stop drinkin'.