Jan 29, 2004 02:13
Today i went to met up with Ana, Mary, Taylor, James, Kasper, Ed, and Lidia. We hung around places. It was fun until Taylor decided not to see a moVie. Though i did haVe fun with Ana i was awaiting for Mike, Adam, and Nicole to see In America. Taylor told me he saw Nicole there and i went to look for her. It took like 7 million years to find Nicole. Jk it was around 7 minutes. Well there she was drawing a deVil which was quite great. Waited for Mike and Adam. During the moVie a couple of people had an argument about something that Mateo said, it was really funny. After the MoVie we all went to Rocket Wrapps. They ate food though i didn't. Throwing peanuts were great. After we left Nicole to take the bus...i belieVe it was the 103...anyway, Mike Adam, and i go to Barns and Noble. It was a quiet time to read and stuff. After when Mike and Adam left i walked home..alone. I got to thinking. Trying to clear my head of negatiVe shit, you know...i gotta say i was a little sad at Rocket Wrapps...you know because Kelsey
(my girlfriend, who dumped me 2 weeks ago because she says she found some hot guy)
and that really lowers my self-esteem. I mean, im a nice guy, id neVer hurt people, you know...i mean, i dont know what i do to be hated by girls. You know, i mean i care about people...i think thats the greatest thing you can do is just care about people. You know and for me, its not about judging on appearances, for me its judging on the basis of character, you know, your personality...atleast for me. Anyway, im just tired..hopefully i'll get happier throughout the week or maybe eVen something spectacular could happen, you know..neVer do know. And yes i am glad Mike invited me to see In America...and Nicole did cheer me up, that awesome peanut throwing beauty who talks loud in the theater loudest..and proud person, lol...you know, got to hang out with some of my new friends once again. So, i think today was a good day...eXcept i finally accept Kelsey's GONE...and its tough...but i know theres someone else out there. So theres still hope.