.these things sometimes roll around.

[tattonblane]

so, now I sit. on the edge of my chair. awaiting the confirmation of a real problem. no. not my regular emo bullshit. it's for real. we're not sure. hopefully it's not happening. cause it could be nothing. I am controlled. I like to think that I have it pretty well together. but this would fuck me up. don't assume anything. I just read this to myself. and no. nobody is pregnant. that's what I would have assumed by reading it. it's not that kind of thing.

.I should know by tomorrow at nine. so. yeah. and either way. all other life goes on. it's so weird.

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.False Alarm.

sorry to scare anyone