When I look to the sky. . .
Well, I am still in Atlanta. I have one more day to go....yippe!! This week has been one of my better weeks though. It really hasn't been that bad, I got to go swimming yesterday in pool (YAY!) and Im gonna go later on today!! Cause well see....my dad seeing my tattoo just wouldn't be kool, lol. Well, not when Im trapped here :) But yea....the pool feels so freaking nice. Im gonna go hang out at the beach when I get back from here though cause I gots to get me a tan, fo sho!! ;) Sooo yea...what is going on with me today?!?
Girls...girls...and girls! haha! Yea, well I have been talking to Codi on the phone lately. She's a pretty kool girl. She makes me laugh and well she's real sweet like I said. We get along pretty well....but its like there's still SKY. Who I haven't really talked to much I meant to call her last nite...but I was on the phone with Codi. I am going to try and text Sky later though. Cause I still really want to get to know her. And well ya know plus the whole me attracted to her ;) I dunno...it'll all work out.
Codi wants to take me out to dinner on Saturday before the club...and wants me to stay the nite with her and all. I think that'll be kool to hang out and all...but yet at the same time it kinda scares me a bit. I dunno, I just have mixed feelings about that one. What else?!?
My ex.....Cagney. Wow, boy is he ever confusing. I mean its like when we were hanging out he didnt want anything but friendship...or just someone to mess around with. Didnt want to be with me ya know....cause he was all about lexi. Well...he calls me like 2 nites ago and was all talking about how him and Lexi starting dating Saturday and then she did something to hurt (not sure what cause he was being a baby and wouldnt tell me) and basically he broke up with her and all that mess. I have no idea....he was just blabbing about how he couldnt be with me or her...and all kinds of junk. Taking shit out on me like well u were never the best girlfriend....shit like that. I dunno here I was trying to be nice and I still get nagged on, lol. I told him if he needed someone to talk to that I was here. So whatever. And I havent called him for quite some time....I really do not have the desire to call him. I mean Im sorry but the phone works both ways. Im not calling...if he wants to call im here....but whatever, thats just fucked up. Hes gonna have to get enough balls to call or whatever it is he wants to do. Then about 10 minutes ago he messages me again and says that hes just gonna leave me alone completely....because I dont care...and I dont call. Hes a headcase thats for sure, lol.
Other than me freezing my ass off and stuff....im in a good mood. And I didnt have to take my celexa!! I will edit this later though...cause I gotta go eat with rikki. Holla!! Okay...me and Rikki just drove to Taco bell to get something fast....Im back. Yea...I really dont need to be pigging out since Im going to the pool...cant be looking all fat and stuff. Nah...Im just lying!! My dad and mom arent going to back to the hotel til about maybe 8 or so...thats really kool. I get to relax at the pool and just do as I please. That'll be some good ME time :)
I don't think there is much else to say. I met Jeff's EX girlfriend like 2 weeks ago (again!) I thought that she looked familiar...I just couldnt my finger on it. Thats pretty awesome though :) Im glad that we got to meet up again! yippe! Okay well Im gonna go though...I gotta update my other diary...lol. ONE MORE THING! I just wanted to say that I miss everyone...Jessica, Ron, Jared, Drew, Jaysin!! (thats my homie!!) and everyone else! I love ya'll!!
~Megan~
Girls...girls...and girls! haha! Yea, well I have been talking to Codi on the phone lately. She's a pretty kool girl. She makes me laugh and well she's real sweet like I said. We get along pretty well....but its like there's still SKY. Who I haven't really talked to much I meant to call her last nite...but I was on the phone with Codi. I am going to try and text Sky later though. Cause I still really want to get to know her. And well ya know plus the whole me attracted to her ;) I dunno...it'll all work out.
Codi wants to take me out to dinner on Saturday before the club...and wants me to stay the nite with her and all. I think that'll be kool to hang out and all...but yet at the same time it kinda scares me a bit. I dunno, I just have mixed feelings about that one. What else?!?
My ex.....Cagney. Wow, boy is he ever confusing. I mean its like when we were hanging out he didnt want anything but friendship...or just someone to mess around with. Didnt want to be with me ya know....cause he was all about lexi. Well...he calls me like 2 nites ago and was all talking about how him and Lexi starting dating Saturday and then she did something to hurt (not sure what cause he was being a baby and wouldnt tell me) and basically he broke up with her and all that mess. I have no idea....he was just blabbing about how he couldnt be with me or her...and all kinds of junk. Taking shit out on me like well u were never the best girlfriend....shit like that. I dunno here I was trying to be nice and I still get nagged on, lol. I told him if he needed someone to talk to that I was here. So whatever. And I havent called him for quite some time....I really do not have the desire to call him. I mean Im sorry but the phone works both ways. Im not calling...if he wants to call im here....but whatever, thats just fucked up. Hes gonna have to get enough balls to call or whatever it is he wants to do. Then about 10 minutes ago he messages me again and says that hes just gonna leave me alone completely....because I dont care...and I dont call. Hes a headcase thats for sure, lol.
Other than me freezing my ass off and stuff....im in a good mood. And I didnt have to take my celexa!! I will edit this later though...cause I gotta go eat with rikki. Holla!! Okay...me and Rikki just drove to Taco bell to get something fast....Im back. Yea...I really dont need to be pigging out since Im going to the pool...cant be looking all fat and stuff. Nah...Im just lying!! My dad and mom arent going to back to the hotel til about maybe 8 or so...thats really kool. I get to relax at the pool and just do as I please. That'll be some good ME time :)
I don't think there is much else to say. I met Jeff's EX girlfriend like 2 weeks ago (again!) I thought that she looked familiar...I just couldnt my finger on it. Thats pretty awesome though :) Im glad that we got to meet up again! yippe! Okay well Im gonna go though...I gotta update my other diary...lol. ONE MORE THING! I just wanted to say that I miss everyone...Jessica, Ron, Jared, Drew, Jaysin!! (thats my homie!!) and everyone else! I love ya'll!!
~Megan~