God damn! Love that word! haha!
Well everyone, I decided that I'm not sitting at home tonite. I have for the past few days. Just alone, in my room....either listening to music, watching tv, or well recently I've been painting. I painted something for Sarah. But whatever! Uhhh...I really can't sit here anymore! I mean it's just putting my heart through more torture than I need right now. So, I have decided to go out to club one...as much as I hate that place. I can't sit here alone anymore. I'm getting honey and headed to see Ron. At least I'll be laughing more!
So yes, I'm about to get in the shower. Actually put some make up on...which I haven't done in forever. Actually look nice! haha. And get my ass out on the dancefloor. That'll make me feel better. But yes, and I guess on Sunday I will start my studying. Since I have NOTHING else to do. Gosh, I'm so pissed, aggrivated, upset...all at the same time. But it doesn't matter!! Well, I'm going to get ready. Fuck sitting at home and crying, or whatever. Lata!!
Here's a song....this one is just great!
"Gone" Kelly Clarkson
What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone