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saturday night at the 4 tall men party' was crazy. it was johnathon's, carson's, kyle's, and charlie's birthday. here are a few pix. the rest are on facebook if anyone cares.
sunday there was a good turnout at the homeless feeding. yay!!!
then i went over to matthew’s house to watch warhol videos and study for our midterm in contemporary art.
now i think daniel hates me because "i'm no fun" :(
monday i did an assload of school work.
the doctors gave me more meds.
i'm getting better at capoiera.
then i had dinner with the parents. pretty much my dad is still up to starting conspiracies in the ham radio and my mom wants to sign me up for a dating service.
daniel called me a few times to hang out with him, but i ended up talking to chris most of the time
wednesday i realized one of my teachers hates me because i am too out there and he's not. whatever. i am not sacrificing my writing because i am not discussing human relationships. i am unable to have social relationships so how am i going to write about it. i am in my own little world and i write what i know. what ever. i hate canons in art.
i tabled for sds
campaigned for alex and robert
went to free the planet and hasa
met up at the science of sleep with daniel, kara, carson, jonathan, charlie and jess. also, i accidentally met up with david, amy, jasen, and nakita.
mike-arita's ensued
wednesday i dropped off a bunch of clothes at the sds free store
in portuguese my teacher made a presentation on brazil and i want to move there so bad. it is so beautiful and all the people there are gorgeous. i can't wait to move to south america.
then diego and i got lunch and revisited the free store
the remainder of the day was devoted to studying for my contemporary art midterm at various locations: while tabling, the library, outside, the union, and liz's place
today was judgment day in contemporary art. i was so scared. i'm super exhausted from it. i get so nervous from tests. i hate them. i want to know everything but i don’t want to be tested on it. my new medication is helping me control my anxiety attacks, but i fell like it is suppressing my actions by forcing me to internalize them. maybe that's a good thing because it forces me to deal with my stress mentally versus locking myself in my room and hitting and scratching myself. i don't know, suppression is usually never good.
s.d.s. had a march to president hitt's office. we had a much of copies of a letter signed by students addressing our grievances and we painted out hands red to look like blood. we took up the letters to his office. afterwards we washed the blood off in the reflecting pool in front of millican hall. it was wonderful. here’s a few pix i’ll put more up later on facebook.
kevin and i got lunch.
now i'm resting and watching ellen because i like dancing!
sunday there was a good turnout at the homeless feeding. yay!!!
then i went over to matthew’s house to watch warhol videos and study for our midterm in contemporary art.
now i think daniel hates me because "i'm no fun" :(
monday i did an assload of school work.
the doctors gave me more meds.
i'm getting better at capoiera.
then i had dinner with the parents. pretty much my dad is still up to starting conspiracies in the ham radio and my mom wants to sign me up for a dating service.
daniel called me a few times to hang out with him, but i ended up talking to chris most of the time
wednesday i realized one of my teachers hates me because i am too out there and he's not. whatever. i am not sacrificing my writing because i am not discussing human relationships. i am unable to have social relationships so how am i going to write about it. i am in my own little world and i write what i know. what ever. i hate canons in art.
i tabled for sds
campaigned for alex and robert
went to free the planet and hasa
met up at the science of sleep with daniel, kara, carson, jonathan, charlie and jess. also, i accidentally met up with david, amy, jasen, and nakita.
mike-arita's ensued
wednesday i dropped off a bunch of clothes at the sds free store
in portuguese my teacher made a presentation on brazil and i want to move there so bad. it is so beautiful and all the people there are gorgeous. i can't wait to move to south america.
then diego and i got lunch and revisited the free store
the remainder of the day was devoted to studying for my contemporary art midterm at various locations: while tabling, the library, outside, the union, and liz's place
today was judgment day in contemporary art. i was so scared. i'm super exhausted from it. i get so nervous from tests. i hate them. i want to know everything but i don’t want to be tested on it. my new medication is helping me control my anxiety attacks, but i fell like it is suppressing my actions by forcing me to internalize them. maybe that's a good thing because it forces me to deal with my stress mentally versus locking myself in my room and hitting and scratching myself. i don't know, suppression is usually never good.
s.d.s. had a march to president hitt's office. we had a much of copies of a letter signed by students addressing our grievances and we painted out hands red to look like blood. we took up the letters to his office. afterwards we washed the blood off in the reflecting pool in front of millican hall. it was wonderful. here’s a few pix i’ll put more up later on facebook.
kevin and i got lunch.
now i'm resting and watching ellen because i like dancing!