ahh...pickles!
so this is my story for today... so I was at school in the bsu parking lot in front of towers. I got out and benben drives up and is like are you leaving. I say no. so I hop in her car and we go find her a parking spot. then we are walking back to the liberal arts building and there was a broken jar of pickles that I did not notice cuz I was talking to benben. then I slipped on a pickle!!! I didnt fall. but seriously who slips on a pickle I think I might be the only one out of like five in the universe... that is my story.
Oh and I also got the nerve to call Ashley. shes this cute girl that thinks Im cute and likes my personality. she had a party on saturday. I went we all got drunk (lindsey was there too!). we all ate a dog jerky treat. it wasnt too bad actually. but anyway I called her. I also realized that I needed to stop thinking of her as a potential girlfriend and start just thinking of her as a friend. that actually helped me a lot. it made me less nervous and jealous (she hangs out with all her ex's, its weird) so I have faced that fact that she could potentially like me but also that she could potentially like someone else. in either case as her friend I want her to be happy. so if she doesnt like me like that then we're friends and if she does then we are friends that could potentially date in the future. either way it is a win-win. I love optimism! plus I dont have very many gay friends this is good for me!
Oh and I also got the nerve to call Ashley. shes this cute girl that thinks Im cute and likes my personality. she had a party on saturday. I went we all got drunk (lindsey was there too!). we all ate a dog jerky treat. it wasnt too bad actually. but anyway I called her. I also realized that I needed to stop thinking of her as a potential girlfriend and start just thinking of her as a friend. that actually helped me a lot. it made me less nervous and jealous (she hangs out with all her ex's, its weird) so I have faced that fact that she could potentially like me but also that she could potentially like someone else. in either case as her friend I want her to be happy. so if she doesnt like me like that then we're friends and if she does then we are friends that could potentially date in the future. either way it is a win-win. I love optimism! plus I dont have very many gay friends this is good for me!