Aug 07, 2005 21:34
I wonder, is it wrong to absolutely loathe someone who is supposed to be your best friend in the entire world?
Is it wrong when she has not only been blowing you off for the longest time for school and sports, but now for parties and slutting it up with random boys while you're at home, with no one but a couple of cats, a bar of chocolate and the people you met on the internet to keep you company to wish she'd just go to hell?
Is it ok to hate her beyond all words when she starts moving in on the group of friends who were for the first time in your life, completely your own friends, and tries to make moves on the guy who's been your only reason to get out of bed in the morning?
Does writing this in my LiveJournal for everyone on the internet to see make me a bad person?
And, perhaps most important; is she really so utterly blind that she doesn't see how by doing this to me, every day of the week, not returning my phone calls that I have to sneak because I'm not allowed to make calls at the moment, and making me feel overshadowed and inadequate in every way, shape and form possible makes me wish I was dead. And furthermore, is she so utterly blind to not realise it's completely and totally her fault?
Enter the Drama Queen.
Kill the Blonde.